You know when something is happening to you, something that is so big you cannot begin to grasp the enormity of the moment until it has long since passed. It's like your brain, your body, your heart and your soul cannot take it all in at once. It has to seep into you slowly. I've been feeling that way lately about a lot of things...home shopping, people passing, New York, hospitals stays, moving, staying, coming and going.
At times, it really can seem like too much.