Thursday, December 24, 2009


Where does the time go?

It passes by so fast, it's almost hard to remember what I have been doing all this time. Sometimes I think I walk through life half asleep. There are dreams, there are nightmares, there are fairy tales and and scary tales. But at some point I always wake up, like days like this and I see what is around me, what is true and what is myth. True stories are mostly kind and sweet, but there are those certain tales, that scare me.

When I can't wake out of those, that is when I really just want to sleep through it.

All in all, as this year comes to a close I will live the next year in our first home. With enough space not only for things, but enough for new stories to be written.

I hope everyone has a very Merry time of year. Don't let it pass you by without taking it all in.

Love.Peace.and a new fairytale.

Sunday, December 20, 2009


Such a waste of a lucky life.
as Ashton put it, "see you on the other side kid."

Friday, December 18, 2009


Home Owner

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


Ok. Breathe.

In and out
In and out
in in in in in in out out out out in in... ok too much breathing, freaking out...

We take possession of our first house on Friday, December 18th.

I am offically in panic mode.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Make it white.

I will Marry you today.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


I feel worn out. I haven't done a lot to merit feeling this way. I think this feeling is more of a mental toll, then physical. Perhaps it is the air, the cold, the bite from the chill.

I feel like I can barely keep my eyes open.

The closing date is looming for the house Scott and I have bought together. I am beyond excited to have out first real home. Although the way my mind works, I am more overwhelmed at the thought of moving, of renovating. It takes way some of the joy, only because I stress more then I know I need too.

But it is who I am, this is how I work.

Christmas is almost here.

I can hardly believe it how fast this year has gone. Maybe that leads to some of this feeling. That I can't fathom how this whole year has passed. I turned 30 this year I am sure that lends itself to my moods, when they go a little off the path.

Despite it all.

I know I am so lucky.

Monday, December 7, 2009


Some really sweet notes I found on lelove blog. 

All the posts she puts up are so heartwarming.

I love good, real, true, filling love. Reading about the up and the down of love and life reminds me just how really lucky I am. Lucky in relationships. 
In love and in my friends. 

My life is so full of love.

Saturday, December 5, 2009


Friday, December 4, 2009


Images from the selby

You cannot look at this little face and tell me you don't want a kitten.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


From Olsens Anonymous blog. love her blogs.....
I love MK jacket, and the long sweater on Ashley reminds me of high school when I had all these awesome long cardigans that I loved to wear, I felt so unique.. they are long since gone away for someone else to enjoy, but I still miss them, I miss all the clothes that have passed through my life and went to other homes to be loved all over again...