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Do you ever find the things that wear you out the most, is emotion? More than running, more than cleaning, more then most things.

When you heart is not at rest, rarely anything else is either.

I guess that is where I reside at the moment. Trying to find that right place. The right balance. So that the rest of you life can fall into place and you can finally rest. Like really rest. Not just close you eyes and fall asleep, but being able to lie awake, in peace.

That is the world I one day want to live in. Not these short visits that I take every now and again. But a real peaceful rest.

I know it will come one day and make all this worry and aches go away, but what do you do in the meantime? Where do you find your peace. When can you finally rest.

I guess that is an answer we all kinda wonder about. Or at least I know I do.

Until then.
Shine on Baby.
shine on.